Desperate Feeling
we're getting closer to midnight on a quiet friday evening.
Too many things are coming in to my mind all together
I'm just trying to find a way to have this brainstorm killed.
Music saves me from madness, music in my worst enemy
Rhythm takes my breath away, I'm suffocating withou a heart.
Left this poetic approach, improvisin on a megadeath song they are broadcasting on radio, I'd like to say a couple of things about me, now, hoping that this situation will finish soon.
I'm here in this wonderful country, but this situation wonìt be endless. I've got money for one year, I have to do everything now, I have to choose the best way for me, I am struggling to find a way to survive to go on with my projects.
Basically I have to choose what I'm going to do next year, and this is going to be the very first step.
Once I've chosen it, browsing all the possibilities and ale the diferent universities, between PgDip or PhD I have to find a way for the money to study: AHRC, university-departmental scholarships, but can I really rely on these things?
I suppose I have to because if I don't there's no other way to do it.
Third thing, I have to find a job as soon as possible, I must find a way to make a living even if for short, to find a way between studying, earning, working and saving.
At moment I'm thinking that the best thing would be staying in the field of music and, in the meanwhile, starting looking around for ensembles or things like these. The best job anyway, would be something without strict timetables, maybe something I could do at home, like translation or some kind of lectures or whatever. I really hope that this will work. This HAS to work otherwise I don't know whatever I could do. I'm a bit 'down' at moment, but I guess everybody is like this when they have to start. Another thing could be givin' up uni for a year trying to save as much money as possible to survive here and raise the money for the following year, but I'm taking this just for the very very last opportunity.
I hope everything will work fine...it HAS to!!
all right, goot night and sweet dreams, at least I'll do my very best to get out from this MA with the best mark possible!
C u soon
Too many things are coming in to my mind all together
I'm just trying to find a way to have this brainstorm killed.
Music saves me from madness, music in my worst enemy
Rhythm takes my breath away, I'm suffocating withou a heart.
Left this poetic approach, improvisin on a megadeath song they are broadcasting on radio, I'd like to say a couple of things about me, now, hoping that this situation will finish soon.
I'm here in this wonderful country, but this situation wonìt be endless. I've got money for one year, I have to do everything now, I have to choose the best way for me, I am struggling to find a way to survive to go on with my projects.
Basically I have to choose what I'm going to do next year, and this is going to be the very first step.
Once I've chosen it, browsing all the possibilities and ale the diferent universities, between PgDip or PhD I have to find a way for the money to study: AHRC, university-departmental scholarships, but can I really rely on these things?
I suppose I have to because if I don't there's no other way to do it.
Third thing, I have to find a job as soon as possible, I must find a way to make a living even if for short, to find a way between studying, earning, working and saving.
At moment I'm thinking that the best thing would be staying in the field of music and, in the meanwhile, starting looking around for ensembles or things like these. The best job anyway, would be something without strict timetables, maybe something I could do at home, like translation or some kind of lectures or whatever. I really hope that this will work. This HAS to work otherwise I don't know whatever I could do. I'm a bit 'down' at moment, but I guess everybody is like this when they have to start. Another thing could be givin' up uni for a year trying to save as much money as possible to survive here and raise the money for the following year, but I'm taking this just for the very very last opportunity.
I hope everything will work fine...it HAS to!!
all right, goot night and sweet dreams, at least I'll do my very best to get out from this MA with the best mark possible!
C u soon
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